Nicole has found the strength to share her secret of being raped almost 3 years ago. Because of what happened she now has herpes that was passed along to her from her rapist. She was blaming herself for what had happened to her. Nicole’s offender happened to be her ex boyfriend. He came over one day after they had broken up, she had asked him to leave but he went straight to her room. With everything happening so fast, she became frozen in fear. After he had finished she tried to erase everything but it just wasn’t so. About a month later Nicole tried to take her own life.